…make it plain.
There is something MAJOR brewing in my head. No, actually to be more specific it’s in my heart. I can feel it. The idea is burning to get out.
I’m so ready to see the fruit of it, but I can’t rush it. I can’t risk the vision being diluted/filtered by my desires. This vision is not mine. It’s His.
He placed it in my heart while I was still awake. The magnitude of it brought me to tears. I struggled with wondering if I was worthy of such a cause. I’m not.
I never will be worthy of such a responsibility, but he is. For that reason alone I am humbled, that he would trust me enough to be obedient to make this vision a reality.
I’m scared. I’m afraid I will talk too much and lack in action. I’m afraid the details will fall through the cracks. I’m scared I won’t be able to pull it off. I’m frightened no one will care.
But regardless, I will press on. This time I will obey. I’ve wasted too much time already. I will do what he has asked me to do…to trust and obey.
No matter what happens, I will not stray. I will stand firm in faith that this is my assignment, for now. And I will take things one day at a time.
I wish I could share this idea with everyone, but I can’t. Not yet. But I promise to work diligently at it until it’s ready to be shared.