I didn't want to lose control. I don't want to lose control of me. That has been a HUGE fear of mine and honestly I thought I had progressed past this point. But I recognize something very clear- I think I like feeling stuck. Feeling dependent like I need a hand to not just guide... Continue Reading →
Today I turned something down...again. It almost feels like I'm a pro at quitting. Walking away is a skill of mine I guess. But you know what? It sucks. I find myself questioning: am I turning stuff down out of fear? Pride? Irritation? I would be lying to say that I could say no to... Continue Reading →
There were times when I thought I couldn't last for long But now I think I'm able to carry on It's been a long, a long time coming But I know a change gone come, oh yes it will - Sam Cooke I never expected my walk/life in salvation to be an easy journey. Nah,... Continue Reading →
